This Saturday is the Sweetheart run in Tulsa. The idea is that you and your sweetheart are supposed to run the race together. Andy agreed he would support me or maybe I kind of forced him to do it. I just don't think were ready at all. I tried to go running this morning and I wanted to kill myself. The cold air in my lungs was killer. I would like to do the run on Saturday I just don't want to embarrass myself. Andy is already better than me and has only been running for a couple of weeks. He keeps saying "Oh you'll be way ahead of me"....nope. I'm just ready to be healthy whether my sweet tooth likes it or not. I don't want to be a size zero, my ideal healthy weight is 135 but my ultimate weight would be 125. Right now I'm going towards 135 because at that weight my bmi will finally be healthy for my height. In high school I weighed anywhere from 120-130. I hope to be a happy 135.
I'm trying to motivate myself, some people have like rewards for themselves once they lose 10, 20 & so on. But I'm not sure what to reward myself with yet.
God Help Me!